Addicted..I'm

Getting tougher day by day
To detach you
from my play
You r lovely
but, You are a sin
Can't run away
I treat you as my kin.


You are a pleasure
but, You snatch good of Me
You taste sweet, but
Your results are creep
You're a show today, but
I see a future flop
On the face of profit
I made awful loss.


Control I used to have
I lost it on you
You are not that precious
I made that wrong move
Resistance sprouted
Its growing bit by bit
Wait few dayz, you'll see it.


Deep down in my heart
I know what i seek
You're nothing to me, its just ME
Who is weak
To accept it, to defeat.

Introspection

 

To search myself in ME
Do I need to go too far
to see ?
To sense the inside 
Is it so important to be
blind-eyed ?

Deposits of doubts

accumulating
on my bank
Leaving a total
Emotional-blank
To know the flavor of mine
Do I need to freeze
my spine ??

It ain't tough I guess
Its just that
I react, and take stress
Burning desires
can take ME higher
Only if I can ignore the height of higher !!
Only if I can ignore the height of higher!!