"Brain is complex" oftentimes I use this statement. Those who read me regularly might have read this statement many times before in my previous posts. Reason is I've always been intrigued by its unpredictable and anarchic nature of operations. There is no way of knowing what other person is thinking and how he/she is catching the drift of what you are trying to say. Its like a shot in the cimmerian shade and you never know whether its going to hit the target or not.
Everyone's thinking is unique, that's an established fact. Each one of us have our brains wired differently and logically this only makes us one of a kind person. What one thinks is right is never necessarily right for others too. You can play the game of "I'm right and You are wrong" endlessly with ones who have contradicting thoughts. Its like everyone have this personal process of cerebration and deductions and its not at all easy to understand. But here lies the problem too.... there are people who have this intricacy trait of highest order. Like some impossible mathematical theorem and byzantine tax structures their fortress of mind is impenetrable.
Like Shakespeare says in Macbeth-
"There's no art to find the mind's construction in the face."
What she thinks
is unknown to me.
It's like some constant
trick
played on me.
What I said and
What she got.
I never got to know
what she actually thought.
I shot the arrow
but its a hit or a miss,
is a mystery
lost in abyss.
Like a test of a subject
you never read before.
Its preposterous to predict
how much you gonna score.
This mind is master
it devises whole thing round.
In pool of thoughts
either you float or you drown.
It is complex
I know deep down.
Still I try,
and
when I find squat
I just frown.
Like that we always use our best of communication skills to convey our brainworks and musings to others but trying to know that how that person in front is taking it, is like executing an infinite loop. In computers when we encounter an infinite iterative piece of code either we terminate the program or we debug it and correct the logical error. But perceptions and thoughts ain't some computer program and you can't change its variables and debug errors. They are simply irregular minds with different development and different design processes and in order to understand this complex process, all you can do is.. NOTHING. Because understanding is like a WINE, it ripens more and more with time.
