When did we see each other face-to-face? Not until you saw into my cracks and I saw into yours. Before that, we were just looking at ideas of each other, like looking at your window shade but never seeing inside. But once the vessel cracks, the light can get in. The light can get out.
― John Green, Paper Towns
expecting nothing more than usual chores
my room bathed with mild sunshine
sight that I routinely adored
chirping birds and the cool breeze
swinging all around at ease
Daytime is pleasant
not as much as mornings are
I rode out for college
when my watch crossed 12th hour
I got stuck in a jam , a heavy one
on top of my head a scorching sun
More misery on the way to tell
honking cars and sweaty smell
it was more like a road to hell
all over the place, people, people
always people making sorry face
self-inflicting what I call stress
Just ahead of me there was a bike
in seat of two seated were three
I spotted two eyes peeping right at me
unsettling it was and I chose not to pay heed
she looked like some teenage girl to me
but, by the looks of her she was married
I turned up my head to look far ahead
and I saw those eyes scanning me yet again
ohh she was stuck and I was dazed
kept staring my bag pack and bike unfazed
when her eyes met mine, she just shied away
Curious me, am I dressed in some funny way
I checked myself two times
traffic crawled and frustration so high
struggling men to move ahead in line
I caught her again, yes again
when she was gazing at the tee that I wore
now things were beyond my ignore
I signaled her- is something wrong ?
she again sighed away in response
I observed her from head to toe
her countenance, man she was with
donned in a shimmery saree
her pallid face lacked in glow
I bet she was younger than me
and I sensed somber in her eyes
she was shouldering something heavy
her discontented face said it all
somehow, now I knew
why she was enthralled
For her I was like that fancy painting on a wall
placed at such a height that outgrew her
and she was never so tall.
Guess I was a free bird for her
though she wasn't hooked or restrained
some handcuffs are never in view, but sensed
I was so close to inquiring about her
she was an enigma to me, that mysterious girl
I came back home and looked up in sky
peeved by her nonplussed look and gaping eyes
for that girl, poor thing, my heart ached
how she fancied for things she never had
Sometimes I feel so discontent and distraught
her suspired face forced in me a second thought.
Life moves on, whether we act as cowards or heroes. Life has no other discipline to impose, if we would but realize it, than to accept life unquestioningly. Everything we shut our eyes to, everything we run away from, everything we deny, denigrate or despise, serves to defeat us in the end. What seems nasty, painful, evil, can become a source of beauty, joy, and strength, if faced with an open mind. Every moment is a golden one for him who has the vision to recognize it as such.
― Henry Miller
― Henry Miller
