Invisible handcuffs holds me..

Invisible handcuffs holds me..
pushes me back
whenever i tried to be free

Freedom I enjoy is superficial
seems real but
full of twists and pure fictonal

Suppress myself, to be someone else
every single moment, gives feeling
as I am standing on edge and fence

I get the things, but not the way I want
this irritates me, eats me
inevitably it always haunts

storm of desires, I deny
it corrodes me inside
for all the emoticons I hide

for the people around
I imitate the smile, I used to have
to act normal, pretending brave

I don't know, when it gonna end
but I keep on moving ahead, instead
sitting idle and behaving as dead.

Everytime I went close...

Every time I went close
god's grace
I always got a heavy dose

World is fake;I got it now
wanna go back, but don't know How ?

Expectations, DEsires; are cute as poison
you die trying, but you can't outrun

you trusted them, but they never made it
far inside, you somehow knew it

BEcoz
Every time U went close
god's grace
u got a heavy heavy dose !!

 

I wish

I wish I can live these moments again !!!
desperate to regain
such pleasure again !!

those sweet lies, we often crack
crazy enough ( for some)to get heart attack

gravity of irritation, we cause others
they wish, to meet our great mothers

its what you deserve, you crazy nuts
always annoyed us, with ifs and buts

its our time, to kick your asses
better check out, your frozen faces

I just wish to live these moments again !!
desperate to regain
such pleasure again !!

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Its hard to say sometimes
what you feel inside
the web you create around
no one like to perceive its sound

O'erloaded with anticipation
useless calculations
amateur permutations
leading self-exploitation

Have vibes, you need a steel armour
to shield your flesh, from overwhelming power
crossing this, long lonely hour
to reach, top of the tower

Its better not to say sometimes
what you feel from inside
the world you have created around
you can clearly hear its sound.

I just pretend, but I'm not

Burden of words, i never said
Art of heart, I never had
Insensitive I am, all of 'em thought
hard to explain that....


I just pretend, but I'm not.


Symptoms of anger, there in the eyes
Things I lack is; giving replies
cold-blooded I'm, all of 'em thought
hard to explain that....


I just pretend, but I'm not.


Added incentive of being insensitive
Any time, revert things, and start fresh and positive
Thick-skinned I'm, all of 'em thought
hard to explain that....


I just pretend, but I'm not.
I just pretend, but I'm not.